with any sort of certainty

so, the website is almost done. the initial draft, at least. i should be happier tbh, but the truth is i feel really awful today.

it's extremely hard to feel happy about something as trivial as a stupid webside when i know my friends are hurting and there is nothing i can do about it but sit by and waste oxygen.

we've all been there, probably. and as much as i wish i had any advice, any wisdom, any words of comfort... today it all feels wrong and disingenuous and empty. i am sorry.